I'll Never Break Your Heart..

Baby I know your hurting
Right now you feel like you could never love again
Now all I ask is for a chance
To prove that I love you
From the first day
That I saw your smiling face
Honey, I knew that we would be together forever
Ooh when I asked you out
You said no but I found out
Darling that you'd been hurt
You felt that you'd never love again
I deserve a try honey just once
Give me a chance and I'll prove this all wrong
You walked in you were so quick to judge
But honey he's nothing like me
[[Chorus]]
I'll never break your heart
I'lll never make you cry
I'd rather die than live without you
I'll give you all of me
Honey that's no lie (2x)
As time goes by you
Will get to know me
A little more better
Girl that's the way love goes
And I know you're afraid
To let you're feelings show
And I understand
But girl it's time to let go
I deserve a try honey
Just once
Give me a chance and I'll prove this all wrong
You walked in you were so quick to judge
But honey he's nothing like me
Darling why can't you see
Chorus (2x)
Bridge
No way, no how
I'll make you cry (2x)
Chorus

This lyrics.. I'll Never Break Your Heart sang by Backstreetboys.. Haih.. Actually this song really meant a lot to me since I realised... I really really like you.... I'll one day prove to you that I wasn't playing a fool when I confessed my feelings to ya on 26th of march.. and especially.. on .. 5th of April .. Wert I did to u.. Is it wrong? Huh... I really duno.. but I've never regretted nor confused.. I've feelings to ya.. I really cannot force myself for not liking you.. I understand dat u've been hurted many times.. and you noe wert..? The more ur hurt.. I'm hurt.. and dat.. I promise.. I'll protect you.. no matter how o wert... I'm really sowie for making u cry dt day.... I really dun wana be another ''her''.. I jz wana be me...... I never expected dat u'll like me bck.. I thought dis is my some so called ''human nature''.. for me liking someone.. but wouldn't gt anything bck.. but I was wrong.. thx for everything.. Ur hug.. Ur warm-ness.. Ur comfort.... sumtimes cold.. but nvm..  I was really wondering... isit wrong for liking you? U noe wert?.. I dun care whether isit ryte o wrong.. I jz noe myself.. I really like you.. and I'm seriously not playing... Trust me ba.. I wanna let u noe.. I'll oways be der for ya wen ya need company.. Dun hide anything frm me.. and of coz.. feel free to be straight forward to me o.. If really one day.. U dun have anymore feelings towards me.. den feel free to tell me.. I won't mind.. but.. no wrong I continue liking u ryte? Btw, I wanna say thx agen.. Ur really very important to me... That's all for now.. tataz!

ps : Wanna noe hu isit? Hahaha.. secret*

[cmy out]~

[[7/4/07]]`2206

Shou Fang Kai!

Shou fang kai! I tell you..I'm really tired! Please.. I wanna let go because of the many years I falled fer' you..You were my only choice..! ''Silence'' this drama. Acted by Vic Zhou and Park Eun Hye. Made me realised a lot. In that drama... There're these gal n guy.. Whom they promised each other that.. 13 yrs later..on Christmas Day year 2006..They'll meet back at the same place..the secret area..to reveal wert' they've wrote in da' piece of note 13 yrs ago..da' guy wanted to know da' gal's answer whether ''does she love him??''..After years goes by..They acually meet back..but they didn't realise or know that they're sharing da' best moments together.. Until...1 day..da' guy knew bout it......but it was too late..he was dying coz' of cancer....[wanna know more bout da' story? watch da movie ba XD].. Hahahaha. I actually cried watching that show. ''Lucky Star'' is where are you now ba? ''Shou Xin De Wen Rou'' - I'm always walking alone. My heart is filled with empty holes. I've used too many excuses to mend my loneliness. But still..I can't find bck my freedom. Love..has passed me by before. The feeling of liking remains in my heart. I'm used to searching fer' u. It's enough to have u. Now only I realise.. we were together in the most beautiful moments. The gentleness that u're most familiar has never left me. To my eyes..what did u see? They're all ur smiling faces. I finally understand.. u'll definetly be my happiness that I persisted. This time I won't let go. The feeling has never changed before. The time stops and turn for u and I. In ur heart..I see what it posses..u've been waiting fer' me. Even fer' dis moment..It's still very difficult to express this promise. I cannot let go! I must bravely love u! << This song really meaningful ba. Haih. Everytime I hear this song.. I will sure have a feeling. A weird one. It makes me cry though =x . I've thinked the whole nite yesterday. Cried the most tears yesterday. Now I understand that.... ''No matter where're u...I bet that..u're living happily. And that I pray.. u'll come back..searching fer' me..I pray that..one day..some one day..I can have a lifetime chance to say..[I never regretted hurting fer' u. Cried fer' u. Finding excuses fer' u. Pretend fer' u. And that... fer' falling in love with u!] I bet.... u're living far far away happily..in a place called ''Lucky Star''!! I won't forget u ever. Coz' I know I can't forget da' many memories and promises we've made. I promise that I'll be happy. Coz' I know u would want me to. Right? And that I'll meet  sum1 that has been waiting fer me fer a really long time.I guess I should give that sum1 a chance ba? Although I know that I can't love that ''someone'' as mush as I love u.. But then.. I would wanna give it a try not coz' I wanna replace u..but fer' I wanna create another chapter in my life. Or maybe when the time's right,I'll give that ''someone'' a chance ba. This year is an important year. PMR year! I just wanna concentrate in my studies..that's all. You're my past. You're my memories. You're a part of my heart. I hope one day.... We'll meet in de corner..on a really busy road... with our own ''someone'' in our lives ba. 3001029,wo ai ni 1314. Take care. Bye.

`cmy ` 1610 `21/1/07

Happy Belated B'day!!

Happy Belated B'day to me!!!!! lolx..  ahha..erm yea..my b'day passed 3 days ago..teehee..^^ phew..now only am free to access da internet..and blogging..yay!this yr's b'day meant really a lot to me!particurly,coz' my church friends sang me a b'day song!!I mean..2 b'day songs!!was really really happy..okay..this was how it went..hmm..where should I start?

Strike 12am..16th Dec 2006,Seng Hoo aka my infernal twin brother..called me up..and wished me..where else..Rachel SQY was on the other line..Seng Hoo was on the line too..one on my handphone..another's on my hsephone line..geng? [impress?] teehee..^^ and so..wishes from many friends..bla bla..but then I was waiting for dat particular someone to wish..remember my last post?hmm..and u know what?that particular someone did call and wish me!!yay!!I was really happy..and so am I now!!teehee..^^ da' next morning..get presents frm parents' bla bla..then,this that..arrived at church around 2pm..and was wondering why no one arrived yet?and you know what?da baptism class [don't understand what's baptism?hmm.. =/ most christians know about it though] venue's at da Berean Bungalow..[some kinda bungalow's name] and I was in another bungalow..that's why no one..pai seh.. =.= in da' middle of da' class..got many smses...wishes..bla bla..calls from amanda aka helmet jie..calls frm Rachel TMY aka makeup jie coz' asking me to meet them in da' toilet..church toilet I mean...ahyo..till cannot concentrate de..but owh well..I sneakily went out to da' toilet..skipped class..XD [don't follow my act..not good de..] on da' way to meet them..I saw my friends..they were like..[owh Eunice..you're here..]  I was like..[owh hi..] suddenly,Happy B'day to u..Happy B'day to u..Happy B'day to Eunice..Happy B'day to u!! kam tong mou?I really felt kam tong de..coz' really first time la..ahaha..I mean first time a group of friends sang a b'day song for me..and so I went to meet Amanda and Rachel..they got a shock of their lives..I really don't understand why..they said I changed much..lolx..don't have comments on this..they said i got kam fei? [lose weight] huh? then more leng jor..[prettier] sure anot wo?hmm..no comment..and so..Rachel passed me da' b'day n x'mas present..then I got to rush back to class..or not..ahaha..not good skipping class for soooo long..ryte or not?then after class..around 4pm..went to Youth Meeting for awhile..met Amanda and Rachel and all my church friends once more..so shuang!!straight after that..we went out to eat mcdonald..ahah..they both were like looking at me..like looking at ghost only..really dono what happened to them..aahha..and so..mcflurry..burger..drinks and all..yeap!!MCFLURRY!!my favourite..teehee..^^ I ATE IT ALL!! nah..I shared with Amanda..teehee..^^ when I was busy enjoying da' mcflurry..this AARON YAP BEN DAN!!! [Ben Dan's not his real name..jz created for fun XD] went and called me up..and ''kacau'' [disturb] me..so haihhh..then,went in back to da church hall..and then again..da' youth leaders..one of da' youth leaders were like so strict..called da' 3 guys at da' back of us..I though they got caught or something?or did something wrong?but nah..da' 3 guys at da bck of me..it was their b'day..I was like..o.O 3 guys same b'day as me?and so..they all sang a b'day song!!included me..da 3 guys..and another gal..total 5 person..so kewl!!after Youth Meeting..was around 5sth..bid goodbye to friends and bla bla..went straight to Great Eastern Mall..celebrated there..then went bck..when I was getting dwn da' car..my bro stopped me saying [sit in front..I wana bring u sumwhere] I was like..o.O ..and so I followed..and u noe wert?we went to Low Yuat Plaza..and so I was wondering..suddenly he said..[nah..u wan an mp4 for ur b'day ryte? here it is..choose..] I was like...[speechless..lost in words..seriously..] and aso I got my mp4 adi!teehee..^^ after that..we went to Bukit Bintang..saw da' lights there..da' decorations..I mean nah..not many decorations..went into Sungei Wang and saw da cast of FALLING IN LOVE!!owh yay!I jz love dat show..teehee ^^ then dropby at Starbucks Coffee..and drank da' duno wert coffee..so expensive!!RM10+ for 1 duno wert..haiyo..and so I went back home around 11sth..it was great!overall!!teehee..^^ when I went bck home..I jz can't believe I received an sms frm WKM..ahah..I thought I wasn't able to receive any wishes frm her but I received it..teehee..^^ Guess so that's all ba..I'll share my experiences concerning da' Baptism later though..am getting tired now de..teeehee..^^.. take care every1!God bless! [cmy out]

`cmy [19/12/06]`2235

Owh Sick!!!

Haih..yeap..that's the first word..according to the title above..erm yea..I'm sick!!as in .s.i.c.k!!omgawd!!sighh..why am I sick?ahaha..[false ahaha]  owh well..how am I suppose to be laughing when I'm like soooooo sick..haih..I've flu,sore throat and fever..I guess all that comes in a package yea?I mean like yea..the nose,the trachea and my brain are like interconnected..err..what am I crapping here?owh well..my knowledge in science kinda suck..ops!sorry for the vulgar word?vulgar?nahhh..blek` I would love to improve my grades especially in Science..PMR nxt year!!..hmm.. =/  lets say..I mean just treat that as if you're in my position..of 41 degrees celcius..hot??!!flaming hot man!!yeap..my fever is until 41 degrees celcius..haih..reminds me of Fahrenheit..!  I mean the boyband..hmm..   owh well..many people says that I should seek a doctor or something..nahh..I don't need to..coz' fever's just minor lerr..of 41 degree celcius??? o.O wert?!! ahaha..yeap..41 degrees celcius..I should seek a doctor right?but I guess I'm getting better..[wait a minute..wanna take the thermometer]  pheww..now it's 38 degrees celcius..not too bad huh?ahaha..body temperature how many degrees ar?errr...I'm also not sure.. =/

Thanks to my cousin..Tiffany..I'm writing here..you know why?try guessing?ahaha..it's coz' she's a loyal fan to my blog..cheh..perasan me..blek`  Happy Birthday and Blessed Merry Christmas!! ops!!my birthday is like 3 more days?less than 3 days?ahaha..Christmas is like 12 more days..owh well..less than 2 weeks..owh yay!!I just can't wait to get Birthday and Christmas gifts..teehee..^^ I wanna decorate Christmas tree!!wahahah..maybe tomorrow..yes!!Eunice..tomorrow must decorate..decorate all alone?..haih..owh well..no worries Eunice..God's always beside me..ahaha..  am not using God's name in vain yay!teehee..^^

Hmm..what am I listening now?I'm listening to ''Show Me The Meaning Of Being Lonely-Backstreet Boys''..erm yeap.it's an old song..can say...it's REALLY old..ahaha..but then..''the feeling of hearing this song's great dude!'' By the way..thanks to all who had wished me..ahha..early wishes yay!owh well...thanks again..teehee..^^ Actually I'm suppose to be in tuition now..but..ahaha..I'm sick as you know..haih..sad sad..blek`   What am I thinking now?I'm thinking...''that someone will wish me Happy Birthday??'' hmm.. =/ owh well..I really hope that...''that someone'' will wish me though..haih..and as for me..I guess this year is going to be my worst birthday..believe?ahaha..it's coz'....ahaha.. [private and confidential] blek` owh..did I tell u guys?that...this Sunday I'm getting baptise..oh yay!!Happy..!!teehee..^^ hmm.. =/ I guess that's all for now..take care everyone..God bless.. [cmy out]

`cmy [13/12/06] ` 1704

Cookies!! teehee..^^

Okay..first..I wanna wish my dearest friends..Wei Wei aka MM..and Amanda aka Helmet Jie a very Happy Birthday!! teehee..^^ ''dai gou lui'' jor ler.. [big already ler] ahaha..   sorry yay I can't join you guys..you know la..how my mom Anti-Times Square..

You know what..now I'm really tired..ahaha..why?ahahaa..okay..start where first ler?hmm..Today,I woke up at 8.30am..and my step-sis aka lmy sms-ed me soooo early..ahyoo.. that time I was sleeping la..ahaha..I planned to wake up at 9am geh..but what to do..woke up jor mai cannot sleep back ler..right or not?ahha..woke up jor..brushed teeth de..bla bla..then online for awhile..hmm..lmy online er..I got a shock!  ahah..then mai chat ler...chat till around 10am..then I need leave the house jor..coz' wanna eat breakfast with daddy..and so I reached my friend's house..around 10.40am?some sort like that.. you all must be wondering what we do there?ahaha..no need to know so much ba.. blek`  cookies!!!ahaha..we were planning to bake cookies..is that what it called ar?hmm..yeap..then mai bake all da cookies..like baking cookies procedure..guess so no need to say le ba..ahaha..a very great experience er..very ''kam tong'' [how to say ar?impress?] coz' it's the first time friend make cookies lerr..ahaha..make cookies all until sweating ler..believe?ahah..it's true..lolx..but don't worry..the cookies we baked very CLEAN..and very DELICIOUS tim..don't believe?want try?ahah..no way...blek`  I guess by the time want to give you eat also my whole family finish it already la..especially me..my favourite cookies somemore you know..ahaha..and so and so...we went out ler..went to the restaurant there..ahya..forgot the name jor..some sort like a ''tea house'' la..ahha..the drink there of coz' nice la..always go there just to buy drink only wo..then my friend and I ''ta pao'' [pack the food] back to her home and eat ler..you all should see my friend's eldest sister..I very ''pui fok'' [admire] her..she can don't eat for 1 day er ..if me..guess so I really cannot do it lerr..teehee..^^  and so we ate the ''vegetable pasta spagetthi'' or what so ever..it tastes DELICIOUS but too much lerr..I was very very full liao..ahaha..but to eat slow then guarantee can finish...ahaha..while we were eating..we were watching 1 drama also..the drama not bad..if can,want to rent and watch lerr..ahah.. and you know what??!!I forgot to register my handphone number!!!  nevermind la..next week still can register..teehee ^^ then ler..need go back around 4.45pm like that..mom asked to wait for her at the post box there..and you know what..she said..''I worked overtime..go back by your own ba''..I was like..''oh no problem ler..can walk back ler mah..quite near also..'' then you know what..when I arrived home..then few minutes later..my mom came back!!  I was like...''mommy!!!''  then she just smiled at me..but oh well...can ''kam fei'' [lose weight] le mah..right or not? teehee ^^ when she came back..she saw the cookies..she smiled...coz' she don't need to order and buy cookies for christmas jor..teehee..^^ and when she ate it..ahaha..you all should see her expression..I also don't know how to describe..ahaha..but overall..she said not bad wo..so mai not bad lerr..teehee..^^ guess so that's all ba..ahaha..I had a really wonderful day today..and so..thanks to my friend..and also ''minnie''...teehee..^^ don't angry if you read this by chance..but I just hope won't le ba..ahaha..take care yay everyone..God bless..

Lesson for today : DON'T judge the book by it's COVER.. yeap..I learnt this lesson again ..coz' now I realise that my friend's sister aka ''minnie'' isn't really scary at all..ahaha..teehee..^^  To ''minnie'' : No offence yay!  [cmy out]

'cmy [7/12/06] `1746

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Oh yay!!brother and mother said BEST COOKIES EVER!! wahahha..teehee ^^  daddy not yet come back from work..let him try later after I come back from playing badminton..ahhaa..especially my brother kept quiet jor..coz' the cookies are way better than his...teehee..^^ perasan me` ..xie xie...xie xie..[thanks..thanks..] thanks again to my friend and ''minnie''..  [cmy out]

'cmy [7/12/06] ` 2018